Random Thoughts

He doesn't even know it, but he gets to me just with a simple "Good morning" text. I tried to explain to him...let him in on what an extraordinary man he actually is. After years of being mistreated, talked down to, cheated on, and hurt...THIS man has entered my life. I have no idea what to do! He honors me, respects me, makes me laugh, prays for me, encourages me. He sees things in me I don't know if anyone else ever has. Beyond that, he understands my needs without me ever having to ask. He's handsome. He's strong. He loves God with all of his heart. I find myself with fear sometimes simply because it's so amazing, I wonder if I might wake up! I know that sounds cheesy... But I had honestly come to the point where I didn't believe men like him existed anymore. He's patient, understanding, kind, and gentle. He lets me ask questions he doesn't have to allow. He deals with my past baggage like it's nothing. Could this really all be true? Could a man love me as God loves me, and care for me out of that love? Is there a man who still wants to respect his woman and care for her? Beyond that...does THIS man really want ME?! Then the question again...How did I get so lucky?